I Hear Your Voice In The Darkness

i just want to self destruct and let someone else clean up the mess.

i want to disappear into a crowded street and be found dead on a highway

i want to jump off a building

i want a dramatic death…

i want to be happy.

hopefy:

Run until my legs give out from under me and I collapse onto the sidewalk. I look up into the cold dark sky. Not far off some flickering streetlight matches my dying will to keep it together. Derbis brushing by me from a gust of wind. Feeling the cold concrete of the sidewalk as my hear pounds in my ears, in my throat. Feeling my eyes drown and my vision blur out until they overflow.

Pathetic.

i just want to die.